Everyone's got a thing

WE all have something that we have to work on daily. Something that chips away at the better parts of ourselves if we don't get a handle on it. Mine is trust. I think its taken me a little while to identify it but there it is. Mistrust is a cousin to fear and to insecurity, and sometimes, they all tag along making a good day, bad. What I am realizing is that I, in my journey to be better, haven't really been paying much attention to my healing process. All of my fixes have been quick and temporary. A little therapy there, some yoga over here, exercise there, and of course prayer and meditation. But in all of my pursuits, I lack consistency. So what can I do? What will I do? Because if I don't do something...this thing will eat me up. It makes me think of the video game PacMan. And everyone of those dots represents something that I love or that I feel like I may have worked hard for...but the doubt sets in followed by fear and lack of faith...and then in no time...the dot is gone. So what's your thing? And are you feeding it or healing it?