Where have I been? I could ask the select few who read this from time to time, the same thing. I thought about why I don't share this blog with everyone, or anyone for that matter. Maybe because it's not concise, it's typically long and drawn out for only one reason...that's the way my mind works. I spend a lot of time just thinking. I think about why someone said or did that, how they came up with that explanation, or why they reacted to something a certain way, and sometimes why they hurt my feelings and had no idea that they did so.

Today I'm pissed off, and tired. I am exhausted and anxious. I find that I am anxious a lot of the time, and it's mostly because of what I do and don't do. I'm not trying to talk in riddles or to not point out obvious points...lol! I'm literally writing with little censorship. I have to say "little" because I'm censoring a little.

I decided to do something that I rarely do, and that's use the frustration to create. I used to do this when I was in my painting stage. I try to paint my feelings and I really liked some of what I came up with. My favorite one of all was stolen...I'll never forget that piece. Anyway, I took the time to realize what I was frustrated about and I started writing out the purpose and goals for my new business idea. What better way to break the stream of frustration than to create your own success?

"Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know in your heart you were meant to do." H. Jackson Brown Jr.